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*untitled*
01:09
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2. |
stop calling
03:28
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3. |
dish rags
04:59
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4. |
rosemary
02:28
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Can't stop now; my lungs will start to fail
Don't you amuse me; this always persists through refrains
I'm only trying to survive
Lost in everyone's last goodbyes
I really need you by my side
Just let me taste you one last time
Before I'm tearing up the floor
And if you want it more
Come try to get a score
You know, you can't replace it all
You can't replace it all
Maybe it's over
The last excuse before October
To live alone with the daffodils
Don't resuscitate unless I'm feelin' ill
And you can undеrstand why we need to feel
Like we'rе fallin' down twenty flights of stairs
And no, there's no regrets, 'cause once I say, "I'm fine"
We could settle down just for one more time
It's gone
I wanna feel it just tonight
I wanna be someone you like
So come on and get me high
So come on and get me high
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5. |
snowing in las vegas
02:30
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My sweet surprise when I opened up my eyes
Met with the sky, sprinkle down the flurry's bite
In her eyelids
In her iris
Down by the water, I murdered my father
in red-colored liquor, I'll dye from exhaustion
In the darkness, in the cold
I ripped out his organs to play in the snow
The stars all falling in sequence
As I punch out all of your lights
The blood starts running down quickly
As I open the cut on your mouth
The cut on your mouth
The cut on your mouth
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7. |
wetdream
10:21
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Tried all night to get you out my mind
I'm so tired; I couldn't shut my eyes
But I'll lie on my
Bedroom floor
Rise and shine to vomit-stained carpets
He might try to smoke you out a bit
But I'll lie, sitting on my bedroom floor
Thinking 'bout how long it took to wake him up
To wake him up!
Let's head on back to sleep again
I'm tired of waking up as friends
I just can't kill the thought of you
Being with someone else I knew
I love that pretty fuckin' song
More when you try to sing along
I draw your name in sand again
But it gets lost within the specks
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
Say that you love me
Even if you're lying
'Cause I've been wasting away
Waiting for change
Waiting for you to come and love me!
I've been wasting away
Waiting for change
Waiting for you to come and love me!
It's so nice
Pretending like
Pretending like the silence is still alive
Was it worth it?
Bruising up your knee
Bruising up your knee
I've been kicking you for hours
I guess you've gotten used to it
But I hope it never leaves
That mark was made for me
Furry porn has destroyed my mind
I fell in love for the millionth time
Oh god, did you see my face?
I got lost in between her legs
(So one more time!)
Pass out, my little Romeo
Tried hard to get out the kitchen sink (So one more time!)
Bleach skin, blood, hair, and skeletons
Never seem to get me off my ass (So one more time!)
Just got a taste of her poison
It's just a bong hit and a broken heart (So one more time!)
Now I'm a fag with some teary eyes
So smoke me out
So smoke me out
Smoke me out of all this shit
Come inside
Let me lay on your shoulder
We'll watch some shitty sitcom
I'll kiss her on the mouth
Then I'll throw my arms around her
You'd think it's pretty dumb
If I said I really loved you
It's all the time
It's all the time
It's all the time
'Cause I've been lovesick all night
But these drugs make it fine
Tryna hide what's inside
But it's eating me alive
You'd want to see me gag (I love you, I love you)
Dip my fingers to my tonsils and spill out bile (I love you, I love you)
They said scars weren't genetic (I love you, I love you)
Just some aforementioned tragedy (I love you, I love you)
Oh, I love you more than I got
And I've had enough
So if you want some piece of heaven
You can find it at the corner store
Cause I've been drinkin' all damn night
Just to repeat another "I love you" in spite
I dig my nails into my hands and squeeze them tight
Just to remind myself I meant it once or twice
For seven years, I had to drink myself alive
So I can work another boring 9 to 5
My body's failing me one sickle cell at a time
So make it work tonight
So make it work tonight
So make it work tonight
'Cause I've been drinkin' all damn night
Just to repeat another "I love you" in spite
I dig my nails into my hands and squeeze them tight
Just to remind myself I meant it once or twice
In time, we'll be fine
Tomorrow's another day
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8. |
♥
01:29
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9. |
lost in translation
05:53
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Oh god
What did you see?
When we kicked in our sheets
Full of sweat and some semen
So teach me how ugly
How vile and disgusting
These bodies could be
Intertwined with our pulses
Darlin', just let me know (You want it all)
If you do love me so (These drugs)
I've picked the flower pedals (In the streets of living)
And now I'm givin' up (You will show)
So don't you ever stop (How you love)
You're all I really want
You're all I really want (In the house we squatted)
Stuck down my throat
Prayin' some kind of angel will slit it tonight
But it's always a fight just to provе that I might
Is all that is needed to fuck up my life
Won't you sin for me, baby?
'Causе God's only watching
He likes what he sees
If he knew what you're feelin'
No hesitation
I'll strip you to pieces
And burn all our clothes
'Til we fight, 'til we're screamin'
You
Oh you
Oh you
This dumb temptation
You
You love me so
It's gotta go
I feel so ugly
Choke on bread; wash it down with blood
I never felt the warmth of something so intense
I wanna bury my head in the blankets we have
Try to hide all the shame underneath all this fuss
But we've done just enough
For now and for good
We'll never feel the same
But I'm okay with that
Oh
I wanna let you know (I've got to let you know)
Oh
Just how grateful I am (Just gotta pray forever)
'Cause I'm in love
'Cause I'm in love
'Cause I'm in a state of feeling called "euphoria"
Caused by chemicals in the limbic system
Similar to the use of drugs
Or any prerequisite that matches lust
A-one, a-two, a-one-two-three
This feeling's cataclysmic
But you know that it's all worth it
I tried a thousand times
To shut my blinds before the curtains
And I waste away on summer nights
Expecting you to say you're fine
But all I get is brief replies
Of I don't knows and so do I's
You know I love you
So why don't you love me too?
I know you want me to go
Read my text, play 8-ball
With me
Used to love me (I'm trying)
I can't live without you (To live without you)
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11. |
playing dead
03:08
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Waking up to your nightmare
Past your curtains, you will find
There’s some starry little night
Flowers on your dress
But you’re gasping for a breath
So try the best you can
To inhale the pretty roses tonight
So fall asleep if you must
But promise me you’ll wake me up
Honestly, I should’ve stopped
Asking you to knock it off
So follow me down to the dock
And kick your shoes into the pond
And kiss me like you’re struggling for air
And kiss me like you’re losing something dear
And kiss me like you’re struggling for air
And kiss me like you’re losing something dear
And you wakе up
I’ll tell you how it’s been
When you wake up
You’ll forgеt this in the end
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12. |
bury me
02:37
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Bury me x30
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13. |
revisited
20:21
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Here we go. I like you, Neil. I like you so much. When I really, really like someone... there's a way l show them how I feel. Shhh...
I've made up my mind
I've let it go
Too many times
I
And the drugs you take are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you make are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you take are never enough (Oh, I)
And the drugs you make are nevеr enough (I)
Rape me
Your suicidе can't take me
Could have felt so nice
Don't make me if you feel too sore tonight
'Cause it's just about the time
For you to stain the floors in white
I lie
Vacantly, that slab of meat
That bloody taste, so violently
Alright, alright
I'll shut my eyes and open wide
I'll swallow whole your sour wine
That sickle cell that says you're mine
My bread of God, some family friend
The choice is yours to live with it
You'll find it down between your legs
When I touch you there, you seem to flinch
Castrated boy, you filtered kid
You'll strip your clothes and live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it
You'll live with it
God knows I've wronged
Took many of my friends
And traded 'em for drugs
I know I'm lost
But it's been better just to sin
'Cause it's to start up once again
in your arms, in his skin
Who's to say I know myself
When I've forgotten how to live
With his love, with your ID
Leave the vice on the couch
So you can shoot it in our veins
Hold somebody close
'Cause I want to know
Just once again
The taste of his lips
Read the words of all the pages you ripped out, oh
I skimmed the lines and saw your legs about to give in
Could have helped you, the voice that calls you his friend
If you could hold me, I'd make a memory of your skin
And you know it's true
My baby, something I'd do
If you could see me tonight
We'd make it work this time
My baby, you'll always be mine
Oh God, did you really have to hurt me so bad?
Waste of breath encoded in braille
You're mangled to bits inside
Your pale brown eyes
We found some light
in lovely nights
We're lost in time
Along those lines of pearly white
I stare so long, forgot to cry
It's not your fault you live this life
It's not your fault you live this life
Know you're semi-solid gold
The way she used to touch you
Made you feel so old
Run your thumb across its surface tension
To relive it all
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
Oh my god, it never felt so wrong
It never felt so wrong
Rip some holes
Stretch away the dirt
wash that fold
Then you'll know it worked
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it hurts
Touch it 'til it works
Touch it 'til it works
Touch it 'til it burns
Touch it 'til it hurts
Touch it 'til it works
Oh my god
Worn, so torn
Begot those measly words
in sought of something more
Leak out the reddish blush
Once I'm high, I'll entourage
That little sting to fuck me up
I love you more, abort your God
The feeling's ill, the rape was wrong
I know my worth, his special place
That feeling stings, it goes away
But not for long, it's staying shut
The drug I feel I wouldn't want
AHHHHH
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